09 December 2015

An overview of 2015 and 2016 New Year's resolution

Hello... It's me... I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to hear from me....

Or may be not?

I'm unofficially on my long leave break and I'm really enjoying all the rest I'm getting. Picking up from where I last updated, yes I'm officially working and even before work, I've longed stopped writing and converted to micro-blogging and I honestly doubt anyone's reading this but as I've always mentioned, this is only solely for a personal memory.

I haven't come very far from where I last stopped but I've put in great amount of effort to my job. Ironically, I'm always that girl whose known to look for a 'job', not so much of a career. But for some apparent reasons, I've slowly grown to want to do more and achieve more in life. I don't want to look back 10 years down the road and have lots of regrets with lots of "could have" in my mind. Hopefully 10 years later I'm also married of course wtf.

I'm very attached to my company and sometimes I'm afraid that I will never leave this place. 人望高处 they say, but comfort to me wins more than anything. I love my job and I love what I'm doing and honestly I think I'm pretty good at what I'm doing too. I work with an amazing group of ladies whom I know I could count on and they would hear me out. Yes, tried and tested. Everyone in my team is very welcoming and I could not thank enough for my superiors who really tried to help me get what I want. I'm really not so confident that I could find the same treatment out there you know.

I'm learning a lot and I'm just thankful for all the chances that I've given to prove myself for my dedication and hard work. I'm really keeping my fingers crossed that I could be converted to a full timer. After all, the benefits still varies. From time to time, there are companies that approaches me whom I feel that I could grow and learn even more but I know it will never be the same as how it is as compared to my current company. Am I baptized? I guess so.. But I have a timeline for myself that I wish that I could achieve more than just what I have now. And if the time is up and I am not able to get what I want, I guess that's the time where I bid my farewells.

2015 was a brand new start of a chapter in my life. I have my ups and downs but their not something that have impacted my life a lot in any way. As I grow older, honestly I only want the best of health to people I dearly care and love. Nothing beats more than happiness, world peace and leave those poor animals alone!

I guess the next time I'm writing, it would be Dec 2016.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance everybody.

V xx