26 November 2012

Heart of Stone x

Yet another day of pure boredness. I can't seem to justfiy my own doings sometimes. Clearly remembered how I felt so two years back. "I'm like on my mid-life crisis plz," I told my bff.

Raping the repeat button, having Iko x Heart of Stone playing which is a beautiful ost soundtrack from Breaking Dawn pt.2. Its hands down the best Twilights' ever. Always remembered how the rest were shits before, maybe because I'm not a fairytale fan. Fairytale is sweet but undeniably stupid as well. But Breaking Dawn pt.2 would be sufficient to make you forget how shitty the rests of the Twilights' were. #justmytwocentpls

How realistic this world can be, what an awe. Boy oh, what's your plan? I startled. One of the most beautiful thing you'd ever seen, so close to perfect but so near yet so far. In the years to come, I'll remain. Do ones fight for? What would be the reason to fight for? Held back, refrain. Things might change and would never be the same again. To bare the consequences & pain all alone. Disbelief.

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When you're here with me
You're not here with me

Can I pry your finger
From every thing I
Say and Do
And I just can't forget you
And your heart of stone

xx

17 November 2012

I've had enough of you



This is exactly how I feel every now and then when your name is mentioned.

I don't exactly know what has gotten into me and I strongly believe I'll forget about this incident awhile later. But something just hits me in the head, enough is enough. I wish I could use better words on you because you are someone I dearly care but you've been hitting my boiling points. After years of being there for you, to care for you, to try to change you to a better, this is the result? Just look at yourself. Besides changing physically, what else? I'm truly disappointed.

You're not young anymore. You're not 13 ok? You have to be responsible for your doings! You are stepping into adulthood soon did you realized? Or you're still living in denial?? How long more do you want to live a life like that? I wish I could just slap you in your face so hard even if my hands are gonna hurt because you have a super thick face, like always. And I would bother to do that its because I'VE JUST HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. You have no idea how badly I wish I could curse whenever someone mentions about you.

You could always say, "Who are you to judge me?" which is very true. Who am I to tell you what to do right? Who the fuck am I to care and bother for you?

Hence why I hereby, vow to never have a word for you anymore. Well unless necessary or socially. I'm veryyyyyyyyy good at this. Everything that is in relation to you is none of my business.

Goodbye, someone once so dearly to me.


Vivian

15 November 2012

L é B r ô t h e r x L e s N o c e s - - - - ♥ // #Chapt 2

Hello!! *rings wedding bells* *plays Kenny G* *skips Kenny G, plays Shane Filan - Beautiful in White*

Couldn't decide if I woke up to a beautiful morning or.... shitty morning. Feeling so sick and tired. Super enthu me even wanted to tag along with the brother to pick up the bride but when I knew I had to wake up at 6 (b/c I'm a girl, gotta wake up earlier to prepare zz), I immediately said NOHHHHHHHHHH. So I slept on until it was 9am (#/。\#). I'm a terrible sister but refuse to give up my sleeps and risking to look shitty in photos/videos.

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#outfitofthemorning. To my surprise when I got down to help, I saw all my other cousin sisters/aunts/nieces/mum's friends dressed all in qipao. Ala eastern style.

& the morning begun with rounds of tea ceremony, kodak moments and stressed up dirty house. Then it was time to play dress up. I was being all very budget, refused to get people to do my make up and hair so I got all equipments ready and get my ever so loved, Peiwuon to help out.

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#outfitofthenight which I receives the most flattering comments from. So nice of you people but everytime I get compliments I don't know what to say besides smiling stupidly wtf but deep down I am super flattered and thinks that you really have great taste HAHAHAHAHAHA. No, I kid (-___-;) I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels so LOL

Reached the venue at 6pm and continuously "worked" till 830pm. Had a neckache cos I had my head down all the time looking through the lists. I'm so thankful that so many of my relatives helped out because we were super amateur wtf. & my cousin sis-in-law who had quite a few years of event background reacts super fast. And when I get super paranoid when the table is full, she does it so spontaneously, looking through the list and fits everybody in in place. Like a charm literally lol. But at the same time she was also telling me to just chill and I can do it. OH GOD, I REALLY NEED TO RECONSIDER EVENTS.

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Bee!

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Fats.

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Linyng x

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My love x

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Adrian! I think I look better with people taller than me wtf.

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Maycih x

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Gnes!

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Zico. Blur shot -_______-

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My love tuhhhh x

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Yeobosarang!

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DMC FAMILIA X

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Group shot to end the night. x

Thank you everyone who turned up! And this marks the end of the wedding! Congratulations to the newlywed (●´∀`)ノ♡

Pictures courtesy of Bee.


The song of the night.



Love,
Vivi (´∀`)

11 November 2012

L é B r ô t h e r x L e s N o c e s - - - - ♥ // #Chapt 1

After months of preparation just for one moment, it is finally over. Sad to say that, I don't have a photo with the newlyweds wtf. Nope, not even a blur shot. I've been so busy the whole night and its not even my wedding!! And I was soooooo hungry when I just reached but after all the headaches when I finally got to sit down, I had no appetite fml T________T And I love wedding meals! 10 course dishes with dessert and the first two are always my favourite!!

Like how every Chinese tradition, we usually hold a Bachelor/Hen's night cater for relatives/friends/guests. It was kinda funny when a friend asked "Why is your brother's bachelor night spent at home??" FML didn't know what to answer at all. Shouldn't it always be liddat??? But it was also sort of a house warming thing? Idk whatever it is called we're all happy that everything had ended perfectly well! \(@ ̄∇ ̄@)/

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My nails for the wedding which everyone mistaken it as black for. It was dark purple okehh (。-`ω´-)

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#fotd with my titled head. Just realize all of my selca photos I've titled head?! --"

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My love. Guess which? HAHAHAHAHA

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Testing out Bee's new camera! Bitchy left eye became from a wannabe double eyelid to TRIPLE eyelid damnit. Super soft skin not by my skincare products but thanks to the camera! Casio Tryx!

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Bzz Bee & I

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Us chilling in my room after a round of washing floor! So thankful that they helped out cos I certainly won't do it if I was alone hahahahahahaha

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Probably gained a little too much weight wtf 。:゚*+;(●´・д・`●);+*゚:。

Gonna head out for a family dinner in awhile. Hence, the short post ^^"

Vivi (´ε` )

10 November 2012

If you're an exercise, I'd do you

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Super corny (and dirty title depending on how mentally dirty are you hahaha) to start off with. It was just one of those random nights when I asked everyone else out on a weekend night for a good badminton session! If yre a friend yknow how heavy my bum is. I hate exercising, any form be it walking wtf and I don't deny how unhealthy I am esp when I don't even bother eating any vegetables (except maybe one or two lol). So it was quite an achievement I'd say!!

The morning after the badminton night, I went hill climbing. Ikr what was I thinking?????? Plus the night after badminton I got home at 2 or 3am and had to wake up at 7am. It was sucha spontaneous 'yes'. Though I did regret after I got home but it was too late. Thought to myself "fuck this shit!", I'm sure I can do it! And I probably said that because Bukit Cahaya looks so small when I visited it during my school trip, back then I was only 10.

Step foot at that place 10 years later. We didn't tour around with a bike because by the time we reach the bikes were already all rented out. We had to walk and a friend suggested to go for Sapu Tangan/Handkerchief Hill. "Can see the whole Shah Alam view!!" he said excitedly. "SHAH ALAM VIEW????????????? There's nothing to see wtf!" I answered. I regretted so bad not even kidding!!!!!!!!!! 。・゚゚・(>д<)・゚゚・。

1) It was a bad decision to go with a bunch of guys. Their like avid sports people and me, who barely even walks decided to climb a fucking hill? Who was I kidding man wtf. 2) The hill basically looks like this / and when yre coming down its like this \. Before we started, I told the guys to must remember to wait for me but not even half way through the hill, I didn't even want anyone to wait for me anymore lololol! I was sucha burden and I felt so sorry when one of my friend waited sigh. On our way down, I was literally cursing through it!! I expected the view to be magnificent which I don't know why would I expect something like this when I already knew before hand that there is nothing to see wtf. Maybe I had to give myself some false hope (︶︹︺)

Sucha mixed feeling. It was a bad experience but also it wasn't that bad. Idk how to put it into words. I hated the whole journey but also was glad that I did it because then I know I'll never step foot in that horrible place again hahahahahahaa. Even if I'm paid to do so also must consider ok!!!

On a side note, I've been meaning to write again but the blogging mojo only comes in the middle of the night like now at 330am wtf. Couldn't bare to shut down the blog because it's been 4 years (╥_╥) And I'd lost ALL my readers I had back then. College killed my blog analytics lol. But I sorta figured that the readers I had back then was probably people from my highschool? ANYWAYYYYYY, show me some love! I need to practice writing again before Uni starts next March.

Yours sincerely,
Vivi (´ε` )