31 December 2010

Flashback of 2010

Its the time of the year again! To look back, have a good laugh, move on and keep it in memory of everything you've did throughout the year. And having to think back of all of them makes me feel a little depressing. There are should and should nots that I might have been able to avoid if it weren't for my stubbornness but you know.. its part of life.

I would usually do a New Year's resolutions of myself yearly but its either I am turning old for all these that I am starting to find it nothing but a bunch of bullocks or that I know the truth is my chances of achieving my resolutions are real low.

2010 has been nothing but a year full of sins and very unhappy things. I made my loved one sad. I spent the most money throughout my 18 years of life (maybe it increases as my age increases too wtf), I loved and I lust, I've been through 2 rocky relationship problems that leads me to no where, I have been very stubborn, I made people around me worried, I made Mummykins bought me 2 branded bags which adds on X100 to my sin samo my results aren't fantastic, I go out almost every single damn day of the night, I automatically changed my curfew to 1am and the list goes on......

On the happier note?

I stepped into college for the very first time taking a subject that I am interested in, I made new awesome friends and they now officially plays a big role in my life and I do love them with all my heart, I officially turned legal enough to do legal things lmao, I owned my first camera, I owned my first brandeds, I went on a vacation with my friends with no parental guidance, I started creating my own time for curfew lmao.... & I can't recall anymore..

2010 is definitely one hell of a tough year for me but thank god I'm starting a new life tomorrow! 

Love each and everyone of you and may you all have a merry new year ahead! God bless! 

Loves, V.

23 December 2010

Ole ole ole ole ole-bali!

It was one of those days where baby Linyng and I felt generous enough to pamper ourselves for dinner HAHAHAHA. Okay maybe not her but me (kasi yimsik skit), ever since I'm on sem break I've not gone for a nice dinner with friends okay, its thaaaaat bad.

I had a pretty tough time making up my mind because everyone was so busy with their things and I am the only one who looked super free because I'm always home during daylight and usually when the night has come, I will not be in.. WELL, but that is usually...... I've been a pretty good girl staying home lately k. So anyway back to dinner, we settled in at Ole-ole Bali, Empire.

My pirated highway!

BBQ chicken!

Something.... pasta!

Okay because I lost my current blogging mood due to some P&C...

I'm out of here PRONTO.

Loves, V.

15 December 2010

My Precious

Okay there is a reason why I'm blogging!

I FUCKING PASSED MY SEM 2!! Not with flying colors nor any 'wow' results but you have no fucking idea how paranoid I am about this sem's results, knowing that I did not study much even when I stayed up till late hours/morning.. but seriously! I cannot be anymore happier and blessed!

The only thing I feel like doing now is to meet my Comm Law lecturer and say, "Miss V, I'm glad that I need not see you anymore.." I didn't meant that she's a bad lecturer in fact she's really funny but Law is definitely not my thing and I wouldn't want to have anything to do with it anymore in my life! Finally, can take a deep breathe phewwww! *pops champagne and jumps with joy*

Anyway, just came back from Bangkok yesterday after a 3 days 4 night trip with Bee, Peik, Jasper and Daphiene. It was guhreeeaaaaaaaaaaat there! Despite the fact that the only food we (more like Bee and I) consume was nothing but cup noodles from 7-11, food court and McDonalds, it was still a wonderful trip! There is no trip not wonderful when you get to shop okehhhhh. I didn't even had enough money changed! Overspent like crazy but its okay I don't get to do this often.


04 December 2010

"You can keep talking, but baby i'm walking away.."

Bzzzbee is back from Oz not for good though but 6 months is more than enough for me to puke seeing her too often.


29 November 2010

Cafe Chulo @ Jaya One

I am finally finals freeeeeee and I literally feel like screaming from the top of my lungs! I am thaaaaaaaat happy. Trying to not worry too much bout my results although Law was sucha pain in my ass and I don't think I did quite well since everyone who finished came out saying it was easy! FML

So I am practically lazing at home everyday and its been Day 2. Feels good to be rolling on bed everyday! I wish I can do this more often. I've been out almost daily for the month and I even broke my own record coming home late, getting all tipsy. I was shocked when I reached home to see all the cars. I was the latest :(

Even got sound by my friends for behaving liddat hmmm. Getting back my healthy lifestyle -- *cough* minus exercise plz. Alcohol for 3 nights in a row sighhh. Swear I'm not getting tipsy anymore especially when I'm out!

Anyway, been to Chulo and the environment there is just too awesome to say no to. Pwuon loves that place a lot! I need baby Smelly back home so we can all chill together-gether!

Jonjon and the Humanpig.

Indian, you look you're trying hard to resist temptation :P

Shrek4 and his pussy.


My personal A&W mascot!


According to him, my signature look wtf.

Look at their faces of happiness LOL


18 November 2010

In my head


Can you please spare me a life?

I haven't been that particularly busy. Its not that I've started studying for any papers yet.. Oh wait! Spent like 4 hours on the tips given and the tips are less than a paragraph short FML

Awaken by the moody sun and my beautiful mom.

I haven't been in my best mood lately. Unsure of what I'm doing is right or not but I do enjoy the process. I know I don't deserve this but I can' get myself out of this anymore. Its not too late but maybe I just didn't want to. The feeling of awaiting kills, what more the opposite sex do not really care? If you ask, I don't know. I really do not know what to answer.

People only tell me to go on with the flow. Sometimes I feel the flow is there, but sometimes the flow isn't smooth. I am paranoid and I get too emotional way too easily. But have you all wondered why do I feel so? When you like the person way too much and this is it.

Will this be another disappointment??


20 October 2010

Only Love

Just because its 20102010,
I'm blogging.

I've been really busy. Don't ask!



08 October 2010


Sometimes I wonder, why is there a need to forgive?

You may be able to forgive but can you actually forget everything that happened with an open heart and swear it to the life of yours that you won't hold any grudges anymore?

I do not have a heart of an angel. I can forgive but I would definitely not forget. I may be nice but bare in mind, I can be nasty too.

Learn to respect others before you yearn for respects.


07 October 2010

Kissin U

College makes you lazy because you do not have the time for blogging anymore.
By the way, hello everyone!

I really do not know how people manage their time so well for blogging and work! I've been on work, yes literally work, work but what I'm up to is for me to know myself and you do not need to find out hoho. I swear its so tiring to come to think of it -- college, tests, assignments, work. But I do feel blessed for what I am doing right now whether its college or work because I cannot be any happier! Yes there are times (or most of the time wtf) where I get grumpy and pissed but hey, part of life? ;)

Been going through some ups and downs that I do not know how to deal with but I've finally learnt to let things be and go on with the flow. There's no point pushing things to the extreme of suicidal wtf ahh whatever it is, I'm great.

On an unrelated note, I'm the most stubborn daughter ever but I'm changing!



29 September 2010

Vlog: Pwuon & I


17 September 2010




16 September 2010

Baby Qingni



13 September 2010




11 September 2010

I'm sorry, I'm not the one






06 September 2010

Raya Break!

Had the most awesome break! Kenot be any happier with a week off from hectic, tests and lecturers! Don't get me wrong, I don't hate them but they make me feel very stress wtf. I have no complains over boredom yet because I have a lot to do! I have movies, dramas and works to be done. Probably tomorrow or so I'm gonna start clearing the messy room and wardrobe. I kenot bare to look at it anymore.

On the other hand, Chef Vivi cooked for Peiwuon the other day! It was actually a late dinner because I agreed to cook Aglio Olio (which is also the only pasta I know how to cook wtf) to celebrate her coming to Inti SJ! But god knows what happened, plan cancelled. We had a visitor all the way from Japan to eat with us! Jeng jeng jeng.. she is none other than....



She didn't wanto but I made her cancel her call with her beau just to see us eat! Gosh, I am born to annoy her hahahaha. I miss her so much sigh. Usually during holidays she would always come over for sleepovers and then Belboy would always come pick her up at night. Why la why Japan :(

Butz its okay! I'll wait for you to come back home.... next year -_-


Anyway, you guys haven't seen my annoying friend for a long long time! I iz now present you, Lim May Cih.

Loves, V.

04 September 2010

Untitled much?

You guys have only asked.. why you don't want to do this, why you don't want to do that,
but have you thought bout' what if its not that I don't want, its just that I really cannot do it as much as I want to?

I don't have a choice. I hold all the responsibility to what I am today. I did this harms to myself and I am in the midst of turning back.

I am wrong. So wrong that I can barely forgive myself. I don't want to cry myself to bed anymore. 

31 August 2010

Happy 53rd Birthday, Malaysia!

Happy Birthday Malaysia! 

I love you with all my heart and please do not doubt my love for you. :)

Merdeka Eve @ Cocobanana.


Merry Merdeka everyone!

Loves, V.

27 August 2010

His back again!

I've had few attemps to note down my feelings at one point but no longer want things to get too personal for some reason. Some things are just better left unsaid and it doesn't change facts even after an emo post. When I first started blogging, I did want people to get to know me better so I did not hide how I am in reality when I write my posts. I swear like nobody's business but I have been cutting down a lot compared to the past. I did had the intention to stop swearing but it was just too difficult to stop saying something you say almost daily so I gave up not swearing. I'm proud to tell you, I HAZ CHANGED. But I do swear occasionally whenever I'm pissed, feeling groggy or when I wanto kill people wtf. Anyway, I am working hard to build my reputation back HAHAHAHAHA!!

Okay now back to the title. If you haven't already know, my brother from another mother is back from the land of koalas and kangaroos 2 weeks ago. Please don't remind me how slow I am in my updates. Hendrich haz changed, to a superb lame friend but his sucha sweetheart. He came back with souvenirs for me; a bag and super sweet fruity perfume that reminds of me of the color candies you often see in almost every houses during CNY. It was really unexpectable!! If you haven't seen his bday post for me, go check it out here.

He organized a mini Omega-Rho reunion for all of us. It wasn't happening but it was awesome to see everyone again though I went back home early. Everyone still looked the same but the major change in the guys are just jaws-dropping especially Wenjie! College made him sucha gentleman already! Sigh they never fail to remind me how much I miss highschool. I do love college but not when I have to sit for tests, finals and do my stupid assignments grr.